Masquerade

In life’s grand masquerade,
I wear masks—shifting my personalities,
like a chameleon’s skin,
I adapt to awaiting expectations.

At work,
wielding expertise and proficiency,
stiff and stern—
a façade of demanded service that pleases strangers.

To my parents,
I forge a mask of obedience,
an armor fitted since childhood,
showcasing to the world their efforts.

For my children,
the heaviest mask of all—
painted with disciplined example,
woven with warm patience,
a mosaic of unconditional love.

Among friends,
I wear humor—my most popular mask,
highly demanded,
like a jester spinning witty tales to amuse the crowd,
a bright light beams through a kaleidoscope,
scattering laughter across every face.
This favored mask serves me well;
but I shed it when alone.

If you peel off these masks,
layer by layer,
you’ll find my bare face at last.
My eyes: mirrors of my heart,
a clear, silent lake…
See me.

Unbound, unguarded, unmasked—the real me.
Cleansed by the rain of purity,
I rediscover my forgotten contours
distorted by layers of duty.

For my husband,
I hide behind the thinnest mask—
a dissolving mist,
still he filters what he wishes to see,
like a lens zooming in on a single detail,
blind to the truth beneath my transparent disguise.

My masks exhaust me;
like heavy chains, they weigh me down.

Yet, the ludicrous carnival endures—
A hollow parade of fleeting extravagances:
temporary delights and shallow possessions—soon forgotten.

Each costumed soul quietly yearns for rescue,
rebelling against the imposed pretenses—
all longing for gentle affection: to be seen and loved.

So, I ask you this:
What mask shall I wear for you, Monsieur?
Or dare to meet me unmasked,
heart open, soul bare?

If you’ve read this far,
you’ve glimpsed beyond my masks.
Would you come closer,
strip off yours—
eye-to-eye,
no veils between us?

Behind the ramparts of this masquerade,
I stand—will you rise to find me?

© 2024 WolverineLily🌹


Author’s Note:
This poem has been on my mind for a long time. It reflects the roles we play in life—often without even realizing it. We wear masks to please others, feeding their endless demands, and in doing so, we lose ourselves. We don’t just project a false image—we surrender fragments of our identity, becoming puppets bound by the strings of others’ expectations.

From childhood, we’re trained to follow directions and meet society’s expectations, as though we must live for someone else, constantly under the lens of judgment. This disconnect creates a lack of authentic connections, yet the yearning for genuine affection stays in our hearts.

Another layer of this poem explores the tendency to seek validation through material possessions. Many hide behind fancy items and designer labels, projecting an illusion of worth. Beneath the surface, these illusions often overshadow one’s true value. Like hollow mannequins draped in overpriced clothes, they project their worth through price tags.

We’ve all worn masks at some point to fit in—it’s part of being human. Nevertheless, I think that everyone has something authentic to offer, but not everyone is willing to believe in it and embrace their uniqueness.

I have no intention of changing who I am for others, but I’ve learned to adjust my behavior when necessary—like it or not.

When does the masquerade end? Perhaps it ends when we cut the strings and dare to stand unmasked—naked, trembling in the panic of inconvenient reality, yet finally free!

Life is too short to dance to someone else’s tune!

Finally, it was my birthday last week. Birthdays have a way of sparking reflection, don’t they? This one felt particularly powerful for me. Like a wake-up call, it urged me to think deeply about the kind of life I truly want to live—and the masks I must drop. 🎭

Can’t Fake Happy Moments

Have you noticed that you can’t fake having a great time? Think about those photos from your happiest moments—genuine joy always shines through, right? You wouldn’t be snapping pictures if you weren’t truly enjoying yourself. Even selfies meant to show off on social media are usually taken in fantastic places or during significant events. This weekend, I experienced something that profoundly clarified this for me. As I looked at some pictures, I perceived more than just sincere smiles. I uncovered something unexpected and deeply revealing about capturing genuine happiness.

On Saturday, I went to a friend’s birthday party. For the first time in a long while, it wasn’t a kid’s party! I mean a real grown-up party! It was a small gathering of a few close friends and their children. The kids played inside a big house while the parents sat outside on the patio, overlooking the beautiful San Fernando Valley. The sun was shining brightly, and a gentle breeze carried the scent of desert flowers, making it a perfect June afternoon.

As we cracked jokes, sipped our drinks, and relaxed, we noticed the sun beginning to set. It seemed like the ideal time to watch it from the surrounding secluded rocky-desert landscape. We decided to go for a short hike around the property. The lone-standing house was at the top of a mountain with no neighbors nearby. The air was crisp, and our giggles echoed in the vast, open space. As we ventured out to watch the beautiful sunset, we climbed some rocks and snapped a lot of amazing photos. There were more jokes and lots of laughter.

Today, I looked at the photos, and surprisingly, almost all of them turned out great! Even the group photos show big smiles, lots of teeth, and glowing eyes! I was amazed by how genuinely happy everyone looked. There was no major posing; the photos captured spontaneous moments of delight. It was exceptionally wonderful! I realized that genuine happiness is unforced and naturally caught in moments of joy. It cannot be fabricated! It is evident in natural, unrehearsed expressions and interactions.

Reflecting on these moments, I recognize their preciousness. In a world where so much can feel staged and superficial, it’s the authentic experiences that truly matter. Our photos are not just images; they are memories of laughter, connection, and real fun—not meant to show off or impress anyone. They remind me that the best moments in life are often the simplest, shared with those we care about most. They allow to appreciate the value of spontaneous joy and genuine connections. Don’t let these moments slip away. Recognize and cherish them, for they serve as luminous lighthouses radiating strong and bright in our ordinary, sometimes dark days—the true highlights of our lives. Sometimes the simplest and ordinary points in time are the most amazing ones!